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Hm, what a day to remember... [28 Oct 2005|12:49am]
[ mood | moody ]

So yea...since it is currently 12:50 in the AM, that means it's October 28th....which means that 2 years ago today, Jamie and I started dating. 2 fucking years. Time just goes by way too unbelievably fast.

But me being the stupid, sentimental-type person that I am, I felt like putting a couple songs in here that have a certain significance to them.

Hanson - "A Minute Without You"

Well I woke up this morning
And the night had been so long
It seems that I had had my mind on you
Well the day, it has begun
And I can't get a minute
Can't get a minute without you
You're always on my mind
You're always in my head
And I can't live
I can' t live another day without you

Cuz when the minutes seem like hours
And the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by
You know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world could never take your place
There's 1,440 hours in my day

I've been tryin' to call you all day
Cuz I've got so many things that I want to say
I'm going crazy cuz all my thoughts are filled with you

There's got to be some way I can get through to you

Cuz when the minutes seem like hours
And the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by
You know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world could never take your place
There's 1,440 hours in my day
In my day

Well I can't keep myself from thinkin' 'bout you
It's because I love you and I know that that is true
I'll call it desperation
Can't you see it in my eyes?
That I wanna be with you until the sun falls from the sky

Cuz when the minutes seem like hours
And the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by
You know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world could never take your place
There's 1,440 hours in my day

Cuz when the minutes seem like hours
And the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by
You know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world could never take your place
There's 1,440 hours in my day

Cuz when the minutes seem like house
And the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by
You know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world could never take your place
There's 1,440 hours in my day.

Liz Phair - "Why Can't I"

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be
Holding hands with you when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

What if this is just the beginning?
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable
It's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up?
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful?

Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but my heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable
It's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
Out of this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable
It's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

New Found Glory - "I Don't Wanna Know"

I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Your eyes were covered in sunglasses
When they first met mine
I sat there and stared at you
You didn't seem to mind
The awkward ways we meet

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
What will happen next?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

I never cared how I dressed before
But I cared that night
Anticipation ran through my bones
And my clothes never fit right
I can't wait 'til we meet again

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
What will happen next?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Framed pictures start to be put on the walls
Constant visits while I'm out on the road
It's hard to leave sometimes
But you know where I lay my head at night

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
What will happen next?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Well, that's it for now.

Love it bitches.

Miss Klit.

I <3 you.

2 murders| kill me

Poem [14 Oct 2005|09:04am]
[ mood | mellow ]

Got this sent to me in an email, and I quite enjoyed it, so I figured I'd post it. :)

> A poem for women>>>>>>>>>>>>

> I shave my legs,
> I sit down to pee.
> And I can justify
> any shopping spree.
> Don't go to a barber,
> but a beauty salon.
> I can get a massage
> without a hard-on.
> I can balance the checkbook,
> I can pump my own gas.
> Can talk to my friends,
> about the size of my ass.
> My beauty's a masterpiece,
> and yes, it takes long.
> At least I can admit,
> to others when I'm wrong.
> I don't drive in circles,
> at any cost.
> And I don't have a problem,
> admitting I'm lost.
> I never forget,
> an important date.
> You just gotta deal with it,
> I'm usually late.
> I don't watch movies,
> with lots of gore.
> Don't need instant replay,
> to remember the score.
> I won't lose my hair,
> I don't get jock itch.
> And just cause I'm assertive,
> Don't call me a bitch.
> Don't say to your friends,
> Oh yeah, I can get her.
> In your dreams, my dear,
> I can do better!
> Flowers are okay,
> But jewelry's best.
> Look at me you idiot...
> Not at my chest!!!
> I don't have a problem,
> With Expressing my feelings.
> I know when you're lying,
> You look at the ceiling.
> DON'T call me a GIRL ,
> a BABE or a CHICK .
> I am a WOMAN.
> Get it?, you DICK!?!

   Put men in their place...

Hahaha. I just thought that was great.

Miss Klit.

I love you Trav.

1 murder| kill me

Lyric [10 Oct 2005|09:10am]
[ mood | blah ]

I just found this lyric and I like, fell in love with it, so I figured I'd post it since I rarely ever update this bitch anymore.


I think of all the times I've tried to tell you how I feel
But it's so hard to mend my wounds that just refuse to heal.


Ohhhh the amazing writing talents of the lovely Miss Tairrie B. :)




I love you, Trav.

5 murders| kill me

Long time no type.... [06 Oct 2005|10:07pm]
[ mood | Exhausted from this week... ]

Wow....time really has gone by quite fast. I can remember exactly what I did a year ago today. It was mine and Carly's 6 month anniversary. We (as in her and I) were supposed to hang out for the night...just her and I. We ended up going over to Ashley's. Went on a walk and we separated. Got into a fight. Broke up, I believe, 2 days later? Is that kinda pathetic that on the 6th day of every month, I still get that....feeling....in my stomach? I'm not quite sure how to exactly describe it. Sadness? Torn? Angry? Not sure. But it's still there. And I think about it. Do you remember April 6th? ********************************************************************************************* Anyways...Homecoming week is almost at an end. It's been quite fun...what with all the dress up days, etc. Tomorrow is, of course, the pep rally. Joy. And the Homecoming football game at night. Which I am going to. With Trav and Brina. And whoever else. Then Saturday is the actual Homecoming. I am quite excited. We're all going out to eat to Applebee's beforehand. And when I say "we're"....I mean a shit load of people. As of right now, I think the list is: - Me. - Travis. - Kyle. - Deirdre. - Amanda (Books). - Shane. - Brina. - Patty. - Some Angie chick from Fondy that Patty's bringing (I guess she's a "Crazy Cuban"....?) - Caryn. - Caryn's bf. - Brody? - Brody's date? - Some Kasey chick? - Kasey chick's date? And I think I'm missing 2. Because when Travis and I counted earlier tonight when we were at BK, we counted 17. Hmm.....whoever I'm forgetting...sorry! lol. But I gotta bust. Time for this bitch to pass out. Love it bitches. Miss Klit. I love you greatly Travis. Can't wait till Saturday....3 months.... And for some stupid reason, my rich text mode isn't working right now...so you can't really get the full effect of stuff that I bolded, underlined, etc.

kill me

Bitches... [01 Sep 2005|09:01pm]
[ mood | tired ]

So today was the first day of school as a SENIOR. Actually wasn't that bad. I felt wrong being there considering summer didn't feel like it should be over yet, but eh...what can ya do? I have a feeling all my classes are going to be quite fun this year. I have some people in some of them that I haven't talked to in a while...like in study hall and English, Tiffany is in there and we were just fuckin talking up a storm today. I thought that was pretty cool. And in my Advanced Algebra n Trig class, Jenny Lenz is in there, so I was talking to her quite a bit. And it helps that she sits right next to me. :) As does Tiffany in English. Yay. But Creative Drama is going to soooo be my favorite class. Cuz Christa, Patty, and I are all in it together! Ohhhhh heck jessssssss! Hehe.

But yes, now I come bearing a quizie thingie (again) that I stole from Miss Brenda.


Your full name: Emily Sue Klitzke
Age:: 17
Height:: About 5'8"
Natural hair color:: Medium brownish
Eye color:: Blue with some green and gray mixed in there
Number of siblings:: None
Glasses/contacts?:: Have both, but usually wear my contacts
Piercings:: 2 in the bottom of my ears, middle of my left ear, cartiledge in my left ear, and bellybutton
Tattoos:: None yet, but in less than a year I'm getting a 13 on my wrist and then something else on Travis's Birthday (not sure what yet)
Braces:: Not anymore, but I did have them


Color: Black, pink, crimson red, dark purple
Band:: Stupid question. Evanescence.
Song:: All time favorite song is "Naked" by Avril Lavigne, but I have many, MANY others...
Stuffed animal:: Chloe...my bunny that I've had forever
Video game:: Don't play video games
TV show:: LAGUNA BEACH!!!!, The L Word, Degrassi
Movie: Jawbreaker, The Craft, But I'm A Cheerleader, Moulin Rouge, Thumbelina
Book: Hannibal and Red Dragon by Thomas Harris, all the Harry Potter books, and of Judith Krantz's
Food:: Cheese curds, cheesecake, grilled cheese, cheese cake
Game on a cell phone:: Snake
CD cover:: Uhmm....I really like Fall Out Boy's...but I think my fav. would have to be Fallen by Ev since it's a huge ass picture of the GORGEOUS Amy Lee
Flower:: Lilacs, white roses
Scent:: Lilacs, vanilla, cigarette smoke, pot smoke...lol
Animal:: Butterfly, white tiger
Comic book:: No idea
Cereal:: Oh god...I can't just pick one! Life, Fruit Loops, Cinnamon Toast Crunch, the Reese's stuff....and more
Website:: My xanga bitches! lol
Cartoon:: Spongebob?


Play an instrument?:: I can play a couple songs on the piano, the beginning of "Seven Nation Army" by The White Stripes on the guitar, and the beginning part of "Seven Nation Army" on the drums
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: Oh god no
Like to sing?:: Allllllllllllll the time
Have a job?:: Yessm...VF Outlet, bitches
Have a cell phone?:: yessm
Like to play sports?:: Hell no...
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Yessm :)
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?:: Nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: Nope
Have any special talents/skills?:: Oh yea...specially in bed...;-) lol!
Exercise daily?:: Not really....but I guess walking all around school could technically be considered exercise
Like school?:: At times


Sing the alphabet backwards?:: I'd have to really think about it and it would take me a while
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: Used to be able to, but not right now cuz of my stupid fractured toe!
Speak any other languages?:: Yes, Deutsch!
Go a day without food?:: Oh god no
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: Yes...it would be hard, but I could do it...and I think I have, too
Read music, not just tabs?:: Yessm
Roll your tongue?:: Yessm
Eat a whole pizza?:: Yes, if I'm realllllllllllly hungry


Snuck out of the house?:: Yessm
Cried to get out of trouble?:: Nope
Gotten lost in your city?:: I think a couple times...on the North side
Seen a shooting star?:: No...:-(
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Not yet
Had a serious surgery?:: Nope
Stolen something important to someone else?:: Does a person count?
Solved a rubiks cube?:: No! I suck at those bitches
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Oh yea
Cried over a girl?:: Oh yea
Cried over a boy?:: Yessm
Kissed a random stranger?:: Yea...knew the guy for like, 30 minutes and started making out with him...hahha....at choir camp...and he was this taaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllll, hoooooooooooooooooooot, guy there for a basketball camp
Hugged a random stranger?:: Prolly
Been in a fist fight?:: Nope
Been arrested?:: Nope
Done drugs?:: Yessm
Had alcohol?:: Oh yessm
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Nope...I've never had anything come out of my nose, thank god...I've spit stuff out from laughing, but never outta my nose
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: HAHHAHAHAHAHA! Yes!!!!! With Ashley at this fancy hotel we were at for supper before the Kelly Clarkson concert. Twas great fun. :-D
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: No
Swore at your parents?:: Yes
Been to warped tour?:: Unfortunately, no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: Ha yes...and a girl...;-) O:-)
Been in love?:: Yessm
Been close to love?:: Yessm
Been to a casino?:: Yessm
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: Nope
Broken a bone?:: Yessm
Gotten stitches?:: Yessm
Had a water balloon fight in winter?:: No, but oh my buh-jevus that would be fun! I think I might have to do that this winter.
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: Nope
Made homemade muffins?:: Nope
Bitten someone?:: Yessm
Been to Disneyland/Disneyworld?:: Disney World....twice, I think? Or was it 3 times? I think it was just twice
More than 5 times?:: Nope
Been to Niagara falls?:: Nope
Burped in someones face?:: Ha! All the time to Patty...and right after T*Bell, too! :-)
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Nope


Brushed your teeth:: This morning
Went to the bathroom:: About an hour ago
Saw a movie in theaters: Uhm, prolly like, last month...Went to go see "Mr. And Mrs. Smith"....Oh wait...I don't remember if that was before or after "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory"....so either one of them.
Read a book:: Over the summer....6th Harry Potter book
Had a snow day:: Last winter we had one, didn't we? Or was that only a 2 hour delay?? Don't remember
Had a party:: Well, every time I hang out with my friends it's like a freakin party...so then it would be earlier tonight
Had a slumber party:: Tuesday night
Made fun of someone:: Today
Tripped in front of someone:: Don't remember
Went to the grocery store:: Don't remember
Got sick:: Earlier in the summer
Cursed:: Prolly about an hour and a half ago


Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit
Black/white:: Black
Lights on/lights off:: Off
TV/movie:: Movie, unless it's LAGUNA BEACH!
Car/truck:: Car
Body spray/lotion:: Body spray
Cash/check:: Cash
Pillows/blankets:: Blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: Stomach aches
Paint/charcoal:: Paint
Chinese food/Mexican food:: Mexican...yummmm
Summer/winter:: Summer....no school....warm weather....now that's what I'm talkin 'bout
Snow/rain:: Rain....I hate snow
Fog/misty:: Fog
Rock/rap:: Rock
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat
Boy/girl:: Ohhhhh, don't make me choose....
Chocolate/vanilla:: Vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: Sprinkles
Cake/pie:: Marble/Ice cream cake, rhubarb/pumpkin pie
French toast/French fries:: French fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean
Hugs/kisses:: Both
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies
p33n/bewbz:: WTF?
Wallet/pocket:: Wallet
Window/door:: Window
Emo/goth:: Emo
Pink/purple:: Pink
Cat/dog:: Dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Short
Pants/shorts:: Pants
Winter break/spring break:: Oooo....that's tough. But I think I'd say spring break...it's warmer than winter break....but winter break has Christmas and Christmas is always a good thing....
Spring/autumn:: Spring
Clouds/clear sky:: Clear
Moon/mars:: STARS


How many friends do you have?:: Quite a few
What are their names?:: Sorry...that would take too long and I don't have all night
Do you have a best friend?:: Yessm
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: Yessm
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: Prolly girls
Have you ever lost a friend?:: Yessm
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend? Yessm
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: "POOF! There it is!"
Have you ever gotten in a big argument with a friend? Oh yessm
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: Uhm, idk?
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: Been there for me through lots n lots of bad shit/hard times
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: Sometimes, yes
What friend have you known the longest?:: Well, out of my friends now, it would prolly be Travis...cuz I've known him for 5 years
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: Yessm
If so, what is it?:: Can we not go there?
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: About 5-6 days outta the week....
Do any of your friends drive?:: Patty, Christa, Angie, Brenda, and I. Travis would, but his parents have his license right now
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: Yessm
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: Ha! Everytime I hang out with my friends, we do dumb shit...so I wouldn't even be able to start thinking about just one thing.
What do you think your friends think of you?:: In Pat's words, that I'm just "Kli-tay"


Have you ever been in love?:: Yessm
If you have, with who?:: Carly, Jamie
Are you single? Nope
Are you in a relationship?:: Yessm
If so, for how long?:: It will be 2 months next Thursday (the 8th of September)
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: Yessm
What is your idea of the best date?:: Idk...
What was your first kiss like?:: Kinda hot...lol...except we were between my shed and my garage, so it was kinda squished...and I was kinda cold since it was in the winter and we were outside
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: Uhm...7th grade...so I would be....12?
Do you think love is a load of shit? Sometimes, yes
Whats the best experience youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: Probably like, a week or 2 weeks ago with Travis while "watching" Sin City in Patty's basement...
Have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: Uh, yea
Have you ever been dumped?:: Yessm
Have you ever dumped someone? Yessm
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: Gone all the way, baby! lol


am:: Klitty
want:: Sleep and sex lol
need:: My toe to get better so I can freakin drive again and stop wearing my stupid boot
crave:: Sex
love:: Travis, my friends, music
hate:: Loud preppy bitches in my Photography class
did:: Your mom!
feel:: tired
miss:: Sex...and certain people
am annoyed by:: The taste of Code Red in my mouth
would rather:: Be sleeping...or having sex...
am tired of:: School...already... lol. Only 179 days left!!!! Yesssss!
will always:: Be a slave to Evanescence and want to rape Amy Lee

What is your favorite genre of music?:: Rock/"Punk"/Alternative/Emo
What time is it now?:: 9:39 in the PM
What day is it?:: Thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: Earlier tonight to my Muja to ask her if I could go home with Travis right away after school tomorrow
How much money do you have right now?:: In my wallet, about 5-6 bucks, saved....a LOT
Are you hungry?:: Nope
Whatcha doin? Your mom and this survey. I'm a multi-tasker -)
Do you like parades?:: Nope
Do you like the moon?:: Heck jess...stars are better, though
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: Brush my teeth, look for a picture to bring into Creative Drama tomorrow, go to bed
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?::
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: Read minds
Have you ever had a picnic?:: Yessm
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: Ohhhhhhhhh heck jess...I like, broke mine because I used it too much. I fucked kicked so much ass dude.
What about sock em boppers?:: I never had one, but always wanted one
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: Nope...I hate socks


funny? At times...when I want to be
pretty?:: Nope
sarcastic?:: Ohhh yes
lazy?:: At times, yes
hyper?:: At times, yes
friendly? When I feel like it
evil? Sometimes
smart?:: Somewhat, yes
strong? Not really
talented? Maybe?
dorky? All the time. :-)


high:: Nicole....but not anymore...it's been 3 weeks sober for her today...I'm SOOOOO fucking proud of her
skip:: Tiffany...lol...only because she was talking about why she skipped so much last year
dance:: Travis
lonely:: Billy
pen:: This chick in my math class....MELINDA! lol. Cuz she asked to use mine today
flower:: Travis
window:: Ally
psycho:: Christa...lol
brain freeze:: Billy?
orange:: Christa!
sassy:: Cassie
jelly:: Patty


suicide:: For
love:: For
drunk drivers:: Against
airplanes:: For
Canada:: For
United States:: For/Against
rock music:: For
gay marriage:: FOR
school:: Against lol
surveys:: For
parents:: For/Against
cars:: For....but Against freakin gas prices!
killing:: Depends
Britney spears:: Against her music, but For her hotness
coffee:: For!
pants:: Oooo...good question...


Sky dive?:: Probably
Play strip poker?:: Yessm
Run away?:: Prolly not
Curse at a teacher?:: Nope
Not take a shower for a week?:: Omg...sick...no.
Ask someone out?:: Yessm
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: Depends on the situation
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: Yessm
Go scuba diving?:: Ohhh yessm
Write a book?:: God no...I don't have that much talent
Become a rock star?:: Oh buh-jevus yes...that's like, always been my deep, dark secret passion
Have casual sex?:: May-bay...;-)


What shampoo do you use?:: Go back and forth between like, 3 kinds
When's the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: Well, it kinda depends on what you're definition of "sexual" is...
What kind of computer do you have?:: Dell
What grade are you in?:: SENIOR, BITCHES!
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: Hahah yea! And candy, too!
Or just make out?:: Never actually made out with anyone during a movie....AT A THEATER. Now at peoples houses, that's a different story. Used to never be able to get through a whole movie without missing half of it...lol.
How many posters do you have in your room?:: Loooooooots
How many CDs do you have?:: Looooooooots
What time is it now?:: 9:52.....Damn you, Johnathan! Making me take more time!

Well, that is it. And now I must be going.

But before I do, I saw this in Miss Peabody's xanga, and it kinda just like, reminded me of someone, so I just thought I'd add it in hurrr

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we`ve lived a thousand lives before this one...and in each of them, we've found each other

Love it bitches!

Miss Klit.

I <3 you soooooooooooo much, Travis!
        ;-) Dirty Dice ;-)

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